What else is there?

It appears that I've been getting myself into the stickiest situations too often too soon in recent times. Maybe this chewing gum syndrome is as addictive as a chewing gum habit.

What's the best thing to do when everything happens to be transitory at this point in time? I am feeling a lot of apprehension towards leaving right now. I was at the airport yesterday, sending a friend off to Italy and just being in Terminal 1 reminded me of all the horrible goodbye forever feelings that overwhelmed me the last time i was there. Would the next time be any different? I'd like to think that I've got everything under control and eh-ok, but plans never turn out the way you want them to be, do they?