Problem 1: My brilliant AS TA somehow managed to make my AS assignment disappear & accused me of not submitting my work. Thanks. I really needed that.
Problem 2: The school salsa performance team has auditions again... The dilemma is that im tempted to go but i feel so put-off by the last time. On top of that, im really outta practice. Finally, its also about a matter of pride because they had rejected me earlier. I can't handle rejection really well... yet.
NoRMaNDo says:
jus go play play at the audition
NoRMaNDo says:
but seriously... do u really want to be in the team?
Warazz| says:
audition isnt play play
Warazz| says:
no fun at all
Warazz| says:
i dont know
Warazz| says:
mixed feelings
Warazz| says:
im not DYING to be on the team
Warazz| says:
yeah
Warazz| says:
tts why my dilemma
Warazz| says:
i dont have that hunger for the place in the team either
NoRMaNDo says:
hmmm,... then i say don't go.
NoRMaNDo says:
because being in the team requires much commitment n time
NoRMaNDo says:
so if u not prepared to give tat... it's may turn out miserable for u
NoRMaNDo says:
n i tink u need more time for yr studies too...
NoRMaNDo says:
as well as hanging out with us....
Ideal solution for problem 2: I wish I was a smart-ass genius & i'd get my 4.3GPA without having to mug at all, so that i can be a stuck up straight A student(who can smirk at the scholars. Haha.) At the same time, I'd have more time to maintain my social activities & do more meaningful things like poledance and salsa. School is an extremely inefficient use of time. :(
Real solution for problem 2: I don't know. All i can do now is wallow in self-pity & directing all my anger at the AS TA who happened to ruin my day.
These are times when i wish for someone to hold me & console me, telling me that everything is gonna be ok, because we exist & thats all that matters.
Conclusion: Life SUCKS (for today only, I hope.)
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