Water & Bridges

I find it strange now that I'm oscillating between 2 extremes - the first being genuinely happy to be single & unburdened with a relationship fraught with uncertainty. It's refreshing, after a long period of basically just pinning for someone. I'm reminded again of how one is capable of experiencing contentment, even without having a romantic partner to share it with. Now, I can look at touchy-feely loved up couples without feeling the stab of self-pity. On the other hand, I still miss him and us. I suppose it's like a dull thudding sort of missing, as I can brush it aside purposefully and ignore it until another occasion pops up. When it does pop up again, I would think about what has transpired and I wonder if he still thinks about me, at least for a while. Once in a while.