At my wits' end.

I dont remember being in such a emotionally tormenting relationship with someone in ages... And he even isnt my significant other. Sigh... Tell me- All that pain, misery, unhappiness, mutual hurting & spiteful behaviour for what?

I dont seem to be able to extract myself out of this unbearably intricate entanglement. I dont want to hurt anyone, contrary to what you might think. I'm sorry. I really dont know how to deal with this anymore.

I'm exhausted. I'm tired. I'm hurt. I've lost hope. I just want to escape. Do a hit-and-run. Anything. Forgive me.