A few days ago, I was feeling extremely discouraged and vulnerable because of my unflattering academic grades I've been getting recently. SMU's school life is mindblowing. Literally. Whatever happened to the "University life will be the best days of your life!" mantra? I dont believe in it anymore, unless you think mugging and doing tons of work fulfilling, exciting and desirable. Dont get me wrong, I'm not saying we should just quit school and quit doing any academic work. The truth is, theres TOO MUCH work! I dont even have time for myself, my family and my friends now. My toenails are dying to be cut before i break them accidentally, but im obliged to do my LTB learning journal first. Unfortunately, i got distracted and im blogging, please pardon me while i rant before continuing with my endless stream of assignments.
Sigh, i was actually regretting not going overseas, i might have an easier time dealing with a slow pace of life. I swear i'll be happy being a rural farmer in my next life. Haha. I was also wondering if I was simply too cowardly to face the challenges and that I'm simply unwilling to step out of my original comfort zone. I hope I havnt become a horrible whiny bitch now, because i feel exactly like that now. Like, "Why should i study and work so hard??? I just wanna be a housewife..." Apparently a friend said that having a degree would be a back-up plan. Haha, wise words from smarty pants.
Well, I got renewed energy to continue with the rest of them term because I attended Justin's 21st birthday! I guess its the friends that keep us going. While we've only met for a while, i think the friendships with these people are gonna last. (At least I hope that's the case!) Dinner was so filling and the cake was good. Red Wine + Beer + Champagne + 2 Waterfalls = Drunk Justin & a drunk Justin is totally hilarious! All that laughing and the camera flashes made me so dizzy. Nevertheless, i had a brilliant time- so THANK YOU Justin. Happy birthday to your Dad and to yourself! He said you were his birthday gift 21 years ago & i cant disagree, can I? Your dad's birthday gift is MUCH APPRECIATED by us too! Stay sweet & jovial always. You know, when your drunk, you're even more bitchy than I am. Haha. The pictures now!
Orchard Road Xmas Lights (Somerset area)Sigh, i was actually regretting not going overseas, i might have an easier time dealing with a slow pace of life. I swear i'll be happy being a rural farmer in my next life. Haha. I was also wondering if I was simply too cowardly to face the challenges and that I'm simply unwilling to step out of my original comfort zone. I hope I havnt become a horrible whiny bitch now, because i feel exactly like that now. Like, "Why should i study and work so hard??? I just wanna be a housewife..." Apparently a friend said that having a degree would be a back-up plan. Haha, wise words from smarty pants.
Well, I got renewed energy to continue with the rest of them term because I attended Justin's 21st birthday! I guess its the friends that keep us going. While we've only met for a while, i think the friendships with these people are gonna last. (At least I hope that's the case!) Dinner was so filling and the cake was good. Red Wine + Beer + Champagne + 2 Waterfalls = Drunk Justin & a drunk Justin is totally hilarious! All that laughing and the camera flashes made me so dizzy. Nevertheless, i had a brilliant time- so THANK YOU Justin. Happy birthday to your Dad and to yourself! He said you were his birthday gift 21 years ago & i cant disagree, can I? Your dad's birthday gift is MUCH APPRECIATED by us too! Stay sweet & jovial always. You know, when your drunk, you're even more bitchy than I am. Haha. The pictures now!
The post-dinner hang out at ACID BAR
Lifeng & Justin



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